The Next Project ***1

It's been so long I never keep in touch with you
Then I left the tiny moments till the complex conditions just gone by
I caught myself in the middle of the self realization
There are many things that I should fixed with myself,
The wrong perceptions, got in intricate reasoning, too much considerations ultimately no found anything
As the mankind who is growing up which adaptable with the environment and conditions
It's time to set the new direction
Twenty something already
Must to do what should you have to do
What's the freaking point thrown out?
YAH.. means that it's time for you to be a mature lady then find the right man
Gosh!! yeah it's time for you kid
What are you waiting for taking the heart right away
You just do in the doubt all the the time
The second guessing always break your mind already
The frozen heart which untouchable often
No, stop for now on.
You will get nothing if all you  do is just waiting for,
But doesn't mean you do stupid thing like all you know just  "love"
But when you are waiting in line and let yourself got in the doubt like you've been doing
You find none than nothing
Try to open the heart let  the spark of love from the devoted gays caress you gracefully
Feel all the beauty are coming across your side
Let them lead you to find the fortune while your heart opens

After all "Okay.. I'm trying then..